Reminders and Projections
Every once in a while I realize why I like blogging.
It isn’t for any real artistic vision. It’s more a reminder of the past. It is a time capsule of a moment. In this sense it is like a journal but, unlike a personal journal, it is shaped by both the author and those who comment. In this sense it acts as a capture of the entire moment and not just one perspective.
Now, blogging has its embarrassments. I have been terribly wrong about some of the things I have said. I’ve been stupid, emotional, and sometimes just silly. I’m okay with that. I’m human. Sometimes, I post some really dumb stuff.
Of course, I also realized what interesting friendships I have had along the line. I get a moment to miss people. Every one of the people who commented on Greyrealm are are gone now. I may still be in contact with a few of them but the person who made the comment has long since passed away. Time changes us. It alters and shifts us in ways we don’t always expect. I tend to be remain rather steadfast in who I am but even I cannot deny the changes that have occurred.
In 2010, I have the unenviable task of creating connections and developing new friendships. I haven’t done that in almost a decade. It should be an interesting experience to say the least. I am sure in another few years (heck, maybe just months), I will look back on these posts and laugh. Of course, that is part of the fun!
